I've had one of those dull but pleasant mornings (and evenings) where I've been looking at stuff from five years ago and thinking 'Boy was I dumb' Regardless of who you you are, you will always look back on the you that was and be amazed at what twerp you were.

It's still kind of fun. A couple of my old journals were written when my family was going through a lot of money troubles and I was REALLY depressed so I sounded utterly wrought with misery (swoon)...but then I guess I was. Highschool was kind of a massive sore for me, constantly scabbing over then getting ruptured again (Ew, I know bad anology) But I also was reading the comments from other people and even though I've found that I tend to get embarassed when I'm shown too much kindness I was once again rather touched by the people who took the time to respond...and I know it cheered me up then because afterwards I got a lot happier. I often say how much I dislike people but really, it amazes me how kind people can and the people I know are pretty amazing.

Ne ways, I'm not writing to reminisce, not really, I just figured it was time to write that yearly journal entry.

So what's new? I'm not really reading anything right now, although there's a ton of stuff that I'm bound to start reading soon. I have two books of short stories from Kurt Vonnegut to finish, If on a Winter's Night A Traveller, The Stranger by Albert Camus, A few books loaned to me ages ago and countless reccomendations. I just finished Heart Of A Dog by Mikhail Bulgakov (Not as good as Master And Margarita but still quite enjoyable, his humor is very modern for someone who wrote in the early 1900s) and I re-read Night Watch for the fourth or Fifth time.

Technically I'm in the process of playing Brutal Legend, Final Fantasy 12, and Majora's Mask although when I say technically it means I haven't finished them but still intend to. (And Bioshock 2 is coming out soon...and I have something rented from Gamefly...but I can't remember what it is) Really I've been playing Final Fantasy 7 on the PSP and have been enjoying every moment. I first played that game thirteen years ago when I was nine and it's always been my favorite. And my favorite game on the go is AWSOME.

I have a little less then a week until school starts so I have to finish up my drawing for the society of illustrators and by finish I mean start. I also have to come up with a celebrity to depict as an animal for my Methods Class (I hate that class)

My room is clean for the first time in ever. And today I may be getting a new bed, a bookcase (Which will not even begin to fit all of my books but it'll be a start) and a new dresser. This is the stuff I'll take with me when I leave. Maybe I'll actually like my room for the first time in five or six years. (Moved here when I was fourteen...my taste has changed but my room has not) I do have my boss to thank for my eisels though (I love my job) plus in cleaning I found that I have a lot of awsome stuff, so if I clear it out a bit and get rid of the old stuff (And those ugly curtains) my room may actually have potential.

Anyways that's enough. I dont have too much else to say except that my cat is sleeping near me and he's awsome...he looks very soft and pink. Ima kiss him a bunch and scare him away after I post this.

Hope everyone has a good day!